IS this LOVE or wat?

Is it LOve Or What?

March 28 2011@ 10:25am

Alright here I am stuck with these feelings for someone who I never ever had seen more like meet. First I thought it was just false feelings earlier in Nov. to Dec. and then I took sometimes off to see if it was a false alarm. But then again here I am wondering trying to figure out wat is my next move. He gives me some much happiness and hopes. Even though we are miles and miles away from each other. Seems like I we are soulmate but that just my thoughts only. Even though he did confess to me on New Years, I'm still doubting myself if he still feels the same way.....I'm stuck between my heart and my mind. My heart said, Say it before it's too late, You always makes these little mistakes and then in the end your left with nothing and waste of time. :D But my mind said, You already know dude, LONG DISTANCE doesn't work out! Learn from others! Gosh! Snap out of it! And yeah...Well maybe i'll have to Lean towards my HEART! like I always do...ahahaHAHA...Butta YUP YUP!!!! This is CRAZY! it's been 2 years Sweety! and Your going back to your freshman Year Going Crushing On this Random Guy! LMAOL but then if i'm just crushing, why do i feel so strong about it...like i know for sure i can really make this relationship work out....But i always doubting myself....Alrite i'll update more...

MIX FEELINGS!

April 4 2011 @ 10: 13

Hello! You wouldn't believe what happen last weekend! He confess he LOVE ME! OMG! I was like What is going on? is this REAL? Butta, i Went along w/ the "FLOW". At First i Didn't feel the Love or connection, maybe i was too shocked or AFRIAD, and yeah he was so in love w/ me. Then after he confess and everything we hung up the phone, Some how my feelings wasn't w/ me at all after that.

I feel bad b/c i know he wanted Me to sa

y it back to him. But w

ith him, i can't play around or i don't

want to. i want the feelings to come in naturally. So then i just told him to think carefully before he say the word "LOVE" b/c it's a STRONG word. If he don't mean it then don't say it. Which he said he do. okies?

Then eventually my feelings the whole next day my feelings was not w/ me. i Feel like i want to get away from him, and wish i never knew him or tell him anythings. And then some how later on the day when it comes to the time where he suppose to call me every night or the day or time. He didn't. Then somehow my feelings are back again..........WEIRD! I wake up in the middle of the night and thinking what could he have been doing

and not calling me?!?!?!?! So then I text him iMY. But then he never answer me BAck. Then the nExt day, i called him so many times and he didn't Pick up the Phone...i feel like i was wrong maybe, i shouldn't have thought like that......Then later on the day he texxt and call me! YaY FinalLy, and We talk For hourS! All my Feelings are Back! WOW! Craziness That was BRought into me...His dream, so similar to reality.....His Dream For that night: i went and visit him in cali but just only for a day. T hen i went back home w/ my mom is a CAr. I just left w/o Saying ANYTHING and goodbye or wat so ever. Then he was trying to Chase after the car....and he came back home i was there...and i say that i was KIDDING w/ him. I'll go home in couple of hours or so....THE END! OKK?!?!?! that was exactly how i felt! if you compare this two situation. Reality vs. Dream, My feelings for him went away and it came back...then in I was suppose to leave back to MN but i stay behind w/ him. WOW! Thats CRAZY! butta YUP! That Was A weekend! But YUP iMiss Him <3